Life quite busy to accomplish my thesis until done.Alhamdulilah,thanks
for Him because grant me with this opportunity.Why I said thanks to Him?at
least, I realize, even thou my job list down was so pack and full, I’m not busy
enough compare to medical student :P
I think Allah give so many things to me in this
life.Whenever I asked for Him to guidance me when I lost, He show me the way
soon after that. When I’m confused with my thesis, I try to listen several
songs. Currently, I’m addicted to hear ‘zikir therapi’ from Hafiz Hamidun. How beautiful
the melodies of the zikr.I recommanded all of you to hear it now. It really
works,to cure our heart.Sometimes when I feel that my works was high like a
mountain,my hands quickly to click Sami Yusuf or Maher Zain’s songs.Thanks brother!
If I feel down with my surroundings or less
motivation to do something, I try to searching any Palestine video to watch.When
I watched the video,honestly, I feel so embarrass with them. I always think,
how many kind of My Lord gives to me,but I don’t thankful sometimes. I always
remember,when a little Palestinian going to the school, they’re not sure either
will safely arrived at the school or not.But I, even comfortable buses are
provided to me if I want to go anywhere,still many excuse to give whilst to go
there..arghh..I have to fight with syaitonnorojim and mazmumah habit. It can
destroy me!
Yesterday I met Syafa here,in library (I’m in
sejuk beku batu ais library right now :p). We talked like we never met before. We
share many stories, about what we doing right now,how’s our student life going
and of course about Syafa’s durian crepe bisnes yang kencang now.I was so
surprised when she told me that she took 8 subject this semester.What,it is too
much.In addition with her business and handle much program,I asked her,how she
could manage time wisely?
“Tak cukup masa,Husna..ni pun Syafa rasa tak
larat dah..tengoklah muka Syafa nie..” she responded.
I looked at her face,yes true.Really exhausted.
InsyaAllah,I pray the best for you,mate.Whatever
you will do,Allah always by your side.He never leave us alone.InnaAllahmaa’na.Syafa
also told me much story about how miracle her routine happened.I feel so glad
whilst listening that.Feel motivation too.
I also asked her,how to avoid sifat
suka bertangguh when we do a task.Syafa said “bagi Syafa,kalau kita suka
tangguhkan kerja,maknanya kita tak serius nak buat benda tue..contohnya kalau
belajar,maknanya kita tak serius nak buat betul-betul time kita study..ambil
lewa,anggap benda itu remeh..”
Letak batu atas kepala..bukkk..
Thanks my dear Syafa.
And now,library become my second home.I told to
my friends earlier,if anybody wants to meet me,just looking me at the library.I
love to stay here.But I can’t stand with cold temperature.Seriously,stay at the
library is like you stay in an igloo.lol.
Actually,I have many things to share with all my
readers.InsyaAllah next time,I try to update my blog frequently.Time
always jealous with me.I’m not blame the time,but I think I’m not use it wisely.Poor
me.I seek for His forgiveness.
Please pray may Allah ease my thesis journey.InsyaAllah,may
Him blessing too.
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